Moving Beyond The Hermit& The Past

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Over the years I ran another blog where I taught about heavenly matters. During that time I offered a subscription for the angelic prophecies, hoping to earn a modest monthly income to support my family. Sadly, the subscription never gained traction, and many of my predictions began leaking into the public without permission. That hurt me deeply.

These visions are a sacred gift from God, a private conversation between Him and me, and seeing them shared so freely felt like a violation of something holy. Many other painful things happened along the way as well.

Communication was always a struggle. With so many people to care for, my responses were often delayed, and whenever I tried to reach out personally, technical problems would arise. Those glitches confused both my students and me, creating distance even though my heart longed for real connection. Now that I finally have a stable, reliable place to communicate, everything has grown strangely quiet.

I have watched many of the people who once stood with me drift away to chase other trends. Trends, I have come to realize, are often just another form of worldly propaganda and distraction.

I have seen longtime supporters completely change the way they dress, moving into darker, gothic styles, or other trends that are set on their path through social media deliberately to take them away from truth, as if they are stepping into a role or a character rather than simply being themselves and staying true to their own spiritual journey. Everyone has the right to express themselves, and I pass no judgment on that. But it saddens me to see people following the latest trend instead of seeking where the truth actually is. It hurts me even more that there were people that joined my website on purpose just to mark my emails as spam deliberately in order for me to never grow.

My predictions existed long before AI was even available to the public, and they have proven accurate on world events from beginning to end. Yet there has always been some kind of blockade keeping them from reaching the people they were meant for.

What hurts most of all is the growing distance from those I once felt closest to. People I built deep, personal bonds with over the years now keep themselves deliberately at arm’s length. I continue to reach out, but the deep conversations, the questions, the check-ins have largely disappeared.

As their teacher, I would have expected curiosity and ongoing dialogue, especially from those who once expressed genuine love and appreciation. Instead, many have quietly stepped into the background. Whether it was due to pressure from someone in their life who disapproved, their own disappointment in not progressing as quickly as they hoped, or simply frustration with their current circumstances, I ended up paying an emotional price for the love I poured into them.

I know some students simply took what they needed and moved on. That is human. But I took every relationship seriously. I still do. I expected them to want to reach the stars. But you could tell who had been there for the wrong reasons, considering some have openly tried to take over ideas that were mine, going to other outlets of information that obviously sold the idea for me to begin with, to get training, from someone who stole the idea to begin with. Like who does that? And then to promote themselves as being able to do the same exact service, even though we both know they didn’t have the ability to. There are certain divine functions and services, that no normal human could do that can’t be taught to people that can’t see energy on a quantum level, or talk to those in a higher chamber of spirit. And that’s not to put myself above anyone, but only to speak the truth. Yet so many people are easily fooled just because they want something new and different?.

There are also a lot of people that have mixed my teachings with other things they were learning, and went off to confuse other people. This is why I don’t use Facebook very often. You can tell a person is Saintly by the way that they talk to other people and even how they show love when things aren’t going their way. But today? Ministers, healers alike, speak down to people and hurt them. YouTube is full of videos trying to ruin the lives of others, or YouTube blocks truth speakers who are good. Just recently, they blocked one of my videos, my very last one at that. But if I talk about superficial topics, they ride right on through. The world is changing, and we need deeper spirituality more than ever.

Facebook and Meta are greatly controlled, directing everyone’s post who are speaking truth, into the void while nonsense is being promoted out there for others to fall into their trappings.

Hey, I’ve even been judged for my appearance throughout the years and it’s even gotten more worse now. But no matter what I look like, I’ve always been the real deal, from start to finish, and I’ve been here the longest.

There is nothing I can do now except keep reaching out to those who remain, with deep gratitude for every one of you who is still here. At the same time, I have noticed that quite a few have stopped working on their spiritual journey altogether.

Many get comfortable on the path of the Hermit. It feels safe there, quiet, reflective, and familiar. But the Hermit stage is not the destination. It is a season meant to prepare you for the next level: the Crown, which leads into the Temple. There is still so much more to learn, and far too many have given up before reaching it.

The Hermit’s path is indeed sacred. It is the time for building oneness with the Creator, facing your own shadows, and passing the tests that come through inner wisdom. Yes, you are meant to sit with yourself and confront your weaknesses, but you are not meant to stay there forever.

The danger is drowning in that moment of reflection instead of using it as fuel to rise higher. Bypassing the hermit path is important because it prevents spiritual stagnation and isolation from becoming permanent. When you remain stuck there too long, you risk losing momentum on your soul’s journey and never fully stepping into the higher realms of divine connection and enlightenment that await beyond it.

The true path toward divinity is about bypassing both internal and external conflicts, truly entering the Temple, and refusing to abide by the world system. I would love for my students to go higher with me. In fact, many have abandoned me, and it really does hurt. People who even became like family are now distant, engaging in other things, simply getting lost in life.

I would like to offer tutoring in soul development for those who truly want to advance in their growth, but tantra needs to be a central part of that journey. And to continue thinking like higher self, trying to think about what God would do or how how heaven would look at things. Yet many have stopped trying.

Additionally, I would love to have real relationships with my students again, but the world has changed. People do not want to talk to one another anymore. Even on social media, most just look and scroll without ever commenting or liking. That silence is so detrimental to helping someone. A like is free. Commenting how you feel is free. It helps other people see what you think. Or even just sending a message to reach out and talk with me as a friend. Most of all, be true to yourself.

I will not be here forever.

Considering some of the things I have found out about my own future, my time is very short compared to a normal human lifespan. I would like people to take advantage of the moment while I am still here in order to continue growing for themselves.

Even when I was hit the hardest and brought the lowest because of adversity, I still reached out. I still tried to let people know I was still here. The good is chased by the bad, and the bad creates a lot of good, because they are both the same, just opposite sides of the spectrum. I have had a lot of the bad because it has chased my sainthood, trying to take away whatever good things I have had in my life. But the best things I have ever had were my connections with my students. And even when I was at my lowest, I kept reaching out.

Please never stop trying. And always remember that I’m still here, but for a time.