Are You Falling?
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In these times, the spiritual countenance of so many people is falling.
The constant stress of daily life, the endless worries about what tomorrow may bring, the heavy and uncertain state of the world, and the collective consciousness of fear and distraction we all live in are pulling hearts away from the steady ground of faith.
What once felt like a strong and living connection is growing weak for many, and the effects are showing up everywhere we turn.
Psychologically, this creates racing minds, anxiety that lingers even in quiet moments, and a sense of being mentally scattered or unable to focus on what truly matters. Emotionally, it brings exhaustion, short tempers, unexplained sadness, and a feeling of being drained no matter how much rest we get. When your inner world is that unsettled, it naturally affects your connection to the Holy Spirit. The peace and guidance that used to flow becomes harder to access. The “correct” still small voice grows quiet. Faith begins to feel like it has to fight through a fog just to be heard.
If you recall, the Lord predicted this many years ago.
He spoke of a coming tribulation in which many people would feel as if they were spiritually dying inside. That time is here. We are living in it right now, and the signs are all around us and within so many hearts.
I ask you with love and honesty, are you falling? Do you feel your motivation has slipped? Are you jumping straight into reactions when life throws something at you, without pausing for inner peace or taking a moment to see things differently than the world does? Are you worrying, judging, letting go… too easily?Are you still exercising faith and virtue in how you respond, or has the pressure made it harder? Do you feel the material world pulling you in too deeply, changing your demeanor, the way you handle daily situations, and even the way you feel when you open your eyes each morning?
If these questions touch something inside you, you may be experiencing some of the common symptoms of feeling like you are falling or spiritually dying inside. There is often a heavy sense of dread or emptiness that follows you through the day. Spiritual practices that once brought comfort now feel like chores or are quietly set aside. Small things trigger big emotional reactions. Joy and hope seem further away than they used to be. Doubts begin to creep into areas where you once held strong spiritual insight. The concerns of the material world, such as money, conflicts, news, and survival, take up more and more space in your mind and heart. Many describe a quiet but persistent feeling that they are simply surviving instead of living with the light and purpose they once knew. Most of all, there is that deep inner sense that something sacred within is growing dim, as if the spirit itself is fading.
Please know you are not alone.
The Lord never left us without hope or a path back to peace. Even in these prophesied times, we can choose to stop, to breathe, to remember the wisdom of the serenity prayer, and to look at our circumstances with a heavenly perspective instead of the panic the world offers. Your spiritual countenance can be restored. It begins with one honest moment of turning your heart back to faith, choosing to pause before reacting, and trusting that the same God who has carried you before is still carrying you now. Peace is still available. Faith is still the answer. And you do not have to walk through this alone.
There are so many things in this world that can weigh us down with stress and easily pull our focus away from our relationship with the Lord. Please take me as a living example. Over the years I have lost so much, yet the good Lord has protected me through every bit of it.
I have faced hacking attacks, legal battles over identity theft, the deep pain of grief, surgeries, the daily work of holding my family together, and the constant effort to keep my business going even when the algorithms seem stacked against it. At the same time I have been lifting up so many other people with faith while carrying all of these burdens. And on top of everything, I witness future events unfolding for individuals and for the world each and every day. Many of them bring real sadness.
Yet every single day I choose to walk in God’s wisdom, and I am able to live with a genuine inner peace. Right now, even as I experience these same worries and the other things that have been revealed to my fans in the Behind Closed Doors membership, I still feel a deep sense of tranquility. It brings me back to that old serenity prayer. The only real difference is that many people have God’s advice available to them and could take it, but instead they panic. They end up listening to what their fear tells them rather than seeing things from the heavenly perspective. I see this happening every single day in the way people talk to one another, in the lack of faith in spiritual insights, in the doubts and inner questions that fill their journeys. Instead of turning to serenity and faith to carry them through, they get caught in the panic.
I know it is hard to hold up during these times, and the heavens did say these would be the most spiritually trying days. What makes this time different from any other is that the Lord predicted many people would die spiritually within themselves during it, unlike ever before. That is why it is even more important to hang on strong to our belief, to try to find motivation, and to see both sides of the spectrum. That shows real perseverance, endurance, and faith while we exercise wisdom on our path, no matter what challenges come our way and no matter what the world is trying to make us feel.
The Distractions That Are Dimming Your Light in These Times
In these times of the quickening and the great tribulation, many people are feeling their spiritual light growing dimmer, and it is not always because of one big crisis. It is often the steady buildup of smaller, everyday distractions that slowly pull the light away. News cycles that keep you anxious and angry. Money issues that create constant fear and survival thinking. Worry about the future that steals your peace before the day even begins. Unhappiness with your current circumstances that makes everything feel heavy and pointless. The painful feeling that life is just repeating the same cycles over and over with no real change. The deep ache of being alone or feeling like no one truly understands you. Family members who are not there for you in the ways you need. Television and endless scrolling that numb you but leave you emptier than before. Physical and emotional exhaustion that makes even simple spiritual practices feel impossible. The frustration and disappointment when miracles and breakthroughs do not come as fast as you hoped. The negative reactions of others that wound you and make you question yourself. The empty, hollow feeling that life on earth brings when the vibration around you feels so lowered. Regret over past choices that still haunts you. The pain of loss that never fully leaves. Too many responsibilities that leave no room for your own soul. Things you cannot change no matter how hard you try. Heavy environments that drain you the moment you walk into them. And technology that keeps you connected to everything except your own spirit.
All of these distractions add up. They do not usually arrive as one massive attack. They come in small, steady doses throughout the day until your light grows faint without you even noticing. Each one pulls a little more of your attention away from God and toward the problems of the world. Over time, they create a fog that makes it harder to feel the Holy Spirit, harder to hear guidance, and harder to hold on to the peace you once had. This is exactly why so many people feel that their healings do not last and that they cannot keep their vibration raised. They do the work to lift themselves up, but then they return to the same distractions without guarding their energy or their focus. The light flickers and fades again because the things that dim it were never truly removed from daily life.
These are not just physical trials we are living through. The quickening and the great tribulation are deeply spiritual tests as well. Right now, God is watching to see how His children push through these challenges. He is looking to see who will keep Him at the forefront of their lives even when everything feels overwhelming. For those who are not making the effort to maintain their relationship with Him through prayer, through guarding their energy, and through choosing heavenly thinking over reaction, it becomes clear that He is no longer first. When God is not kept at the center, the light within grows dimmer because He is the true source of that light. Without a steady connection to Him, the distractions of the world gain more power and the spirit grows weaker.
This is why it is so important not to allow these things to keep dimming your light. They are not neutral. They are active forces in these times that pull you away from the very relationship that sustains you. The more you feed them with your attention, your fear, your scrolling, your worry, and your exhaustion, the more they take from you. But when you begin to recognize them for what they are and choose differently, even in small ways, your light starts to return. You do not have to remove every distraction overnight. You only have to start choosing God and your own spirit over the noise, one decision at a time. That choice is what separates those who will stand steady in these times from those whose light continues to fade.
Please know you are not alone. I carry the burden of the world on my shoulders, even though the world is not my responsibility. I know many things that others would never be able to carry in their daily lives, even the sheer truth about how fleeting life really is. My intention here is to inspire you to pause and think with heavenly diligence instead of jumping straight into your emotions or immediate reactions. Instead, look at things with the spiritual view you have been taught, so you can handle them correctly, maintain a peaceful state of mind and balance, and continue on while you are still here. I have studied many subjects and been taught many things by the good Lord, and I have shared much of it with many. I can only hope that my wisdom is not wasted and that it is used for the greatest good in each person’s individual life.
As we continue to walk through these times when so many are feeling their spiritual countenance falling, there are three powerful practices that can help restore your peace, clarity, and connection to the Holy Spirit. These are not complicated rituals or distant ideas. They are practical, daily choices that meet you right where you are, even when everything feels heavy.
Energy work with a trusted practitioner is especially important right now. The collective fear, worry, anger, and spiritual debris moving through the atmosphere can attach to your energy field without you even realizing it. These attachments, cords, and stagnant energies build up over time and can leave you feeling weighed down, mentally foggy, emotionally raw, or strangely disconnected from the peace and guidance you once knew. A skilled clearing gently removes what no longer belongs to you. It lifts the invisible weight you have been carrying, restores mental and emotional clarity, strengthens your natural spiritual protection, and allows the Holy Spirit to move through you more freely and powerfully again. In these prophesied days of increased spiritual pressure, regular energy clearing is not a luxury. It is one of the kindest and most effective ways to give your spirit room to breathe and to keep your countenance from slipping further into heaviness.
Prayer remains one of the most important lifelines we have, even when you do not feel like praying. When you are spiritually tired, emotionally numb, or overwhelmed by everything happening around you, the last thing many people want to do is pray. Yet this is exactly when prayer matters most. Prayer is not about forcing big emotions or perfect words. It is the simple choice to turn your heart toward God anyway. A quiet “Lord, help me” or gently repeating the serenity prayer can open the door for grace to enter when you have nothing left to give. Prayer shifts your energy, realigns your thoughts, and invites the Holy Spirit to bring comfort, wisdom, and strength that you cannot create on your own. It is the steady act of faith that keeps your spiritual countenance from falling further and slowly begins to lift it back up, even when your feelings have not yet caught up with your decision to reach for God.
Most importantly, learn to stop and use the wisdom you have already been taught instead of reacting from raw emotion or old patterns. The world trains us to react instantly with fear, anger, judgment, or despair. But as someone who has been given spiritual understanding, you have been equipped with something greater. When a situation triggers you, take that sacred pause. Instead of letting your emotions run the show, remember the heavenly perspective you have been taught. Ask yourself how God would see this moment. Choose to respond with faith, patience, discernment, or wisdom rather than panic or reactivity. This single choice sets you apart. It makes you different and chosen. It pulls you out of the collective consciousness of fear and returns you to heavenly thinking. Over time, this practice strengthens your spiritual countenance, protects your inner peace, and allows you to become a steady light that stands firm while others around you are falling. You become living proof that it is possible to walk through these times with grace and power.
These three practices work together. Energy clearing removes what has built up. Prayer keeps your heart turned toward God even on the hardest days. And choosing wisdom over reaction keeps you walking in heavenly thinking instead of the world’s panic. Together they form a strong and loving path back to the peace and light your spirit was always meant to carry. You do not have to do everything perfectly. You only have to begin.
This is the true face of spiritual warfare in these end times. When God spoke of the devil walking the Earth during the final days, He was not describing a figure with a pitchfork chasing people through the streets. The real battle is happening in your mind. The great opposer works quietly and cleverly, trying to steal the only thing that actually lasts forever: your light and your living relationship with heaven. That relationship is what determines your eternal future. Everything else in this world is temporary, but your light and your connection to God are what truly matter.
It is much like a friend who has become addicted to substances, alcohol, or gambling. That person rarely wants to sit in their misery alone. They will often try to pull someone else into the same patterns, even when they know it is not good for them. Misery loves company. It finds comfort in dragging others down with it. This is exactly how the great opposer operates. He does not need to appear dramatically or force you into obvious sin. He simply needs to keep you distracted, drained, and distant from God.
Every day he uses the circumstances of your life to wear you down. The constant noise, the heavy emotions, the endless responsibilities, and the weight of everything happening around you slowly take away your energy. When you are exhausted and overwhelmed, it becomes harder to pray, harder to stay focused on what truly matters, and harder to protect your light. Little by little, your connection with God grows weaker. You begin to live more from an earthly vibration and mindset, reacting to everything around you instead of reaching for the eternal peace that only God can give.
This is the real danger of these times. It is not always about dramatic attacks. It is about the slow, steady wearing down of your spirit until you no longer have the strength or the desire to maintain a close friendship with God. The light within you grows dimmer, and you risk becoming stuck in a cycle that keeps you bound to this world instead of preparing you for the eternal life He has promised. The battle is real, but it is won in the quiet daily choices to protect your light and keep your heart turned toward heaven.
Listen, fight for it. I know that life can be very distracting, and exhausting. I’ve brought through a world of battles myself. But don’t give up what you worked so hard for. The one thing you’ve been passionate about all these years has been your spiritual journey, so don’t let go of that easily or allow a dark world to rob you of your relationship with God and your greatest version of yourself.



